What am I paid for?

Werent there days when I wished so much that I absolutely had nothing to do..nothing to look forward to....
Alas the day has come...Plz note the word "alas"...am sitting before the comp..trying to do something useful but in vain...
And I feel terribly guilty chatting or mailing..living in a state of perpetual tension is hell...
so..what do i do
I BLOG!!!!!!
sometimes I wonder whether I hv become a workaholic(i sound as though being one is despicable)
well..I hv to return to work.Hmm..Firstly lemme do the work of finding some work!!!!!!!

The "New" feeling

Why does my heart always skip a beat whene'er I am acquiring something new-be it a dress,book,or trying out new dish,or even creating a new blog. The moment of getting something new is always wonderful.
I am so stuck for words coz this is a new blog 'n new means special to me..so anything that goes into it shud b special too...
As much as I love getting something new,so rapidly I lose interest in them 'n look forward to the next "new" thing in life...
God save me when i get married..imagine wht wud hapnif I lose my interest in the marriage'n look forward to new one:)